Saturday 25 October 2014

My brother !!

Losses may be different..feelings and pain are same !!

The day where everything seemed like dream ....

had a hope god did a prank to us ....

A call in early morning may 13th 2006 ... which took away everything.Yes they said you don't exists anymore.Is somebody doing a prank on us ? wish it was a prank ....

First time in your life you made mom and dad cry cz of "you" ... and that was your end of life too.
Seeing her lovely child whom she nurtured with lots of dreams,love,hopes is no more....
No words can explain mom's pain ....

What words of hopes i will say and pacify mom,dad ... i stood helpless ....In the house where we both grew together..where we shared happiness and love is filling with tears and sadness......

how did i gathered guts to see you lifeless ... i thought your sleeping in front me ...i was telling you to  open your eyes and get up...u didn't respond to the screams ...you didn't ...you never ...you cheated me ... its our both responsibility to take care of our parents ...you left it all with me ...

people patted my shoulder saying "You should be brave" ,"give courage to your parents " ...but how will i ?? though my pain is no way greater than parents pain..

Black day passed...filling darkness in all corners of our lives..

They say "We can see the love of people in their eyes"..tears rolled out from our eyes will tell you stories about our love..

Hereafter i am supposed to say i am the only daughter of our parents .. i felt dead ... it would have been better if you survived instead of me !!


Days passed...pain remained so fresh !!

Sleepless night ...
dreadful days...
Vanished dreams ...
Zero gravity life..

Never thought life would change so harder ...

I will be having "no home" after our parents ...

I will have no sister-in-laws ,no niece or nephew !!!

you will remain just as a photograph and stories to my kids ...

how will i show them your not a photograph or story ... your blood and soul to me...

i wish you was still there to witness our lives ...

I believe my brothers love will take a form and reach me ... it reached me .. i shall save it forever :)

" You may get a better sister than me..
Your the only best brother i can have forever "!!

Thursday 2 October 2014

The love of MYSELF !!!

Who is the love of myself ??

Surrounded by people ...
A void and lonely feel ...

Where my search head towards
?
 Am i in search of a friend or partner ??

No no...

Search of me .... is in finding me MYSELF ..
I love myself with all the mistakes ...where neither of people can accpt me as such

People change...
things change...
Love last...

And the love of my life is me...MYSELF !!


" Love the You Within yourself " 


பெண்ணே !!
உன் பிறப்பு புனிதம பாவமா ...
புனிதமடி உன்னை ஈன்றவர்களுக்கு ..
பாவமடி - உனக்கு !
உன்னை உடல் என்று பார்பவர்களை - நீ மனிதன் என்று கருதலாகாது ..
ரௌத்திரம்  பழகு !!
இதை மிருக வேட்டை என்றே கூறுங்கள்
நீ உடலும் உள்ளமும் சேர்ந்தவள் என்று உணருவார்களா ..
உணர்தவானே உண்மையான ஆண் ....

Tuesday 30 September 2014

Kaneer !!

En santhosathin velipaadu nee !!
Nan uiyre ullaval endru unarthum mei porul nee !!

Nan solla iyalaatha thugkathai enakaga pesukindrai ..
En idhayam ennum karuvaraiyil unnai sumanthu en kangal vazhiyaga eendren !!
Ivvagaiyil aangalum unaku ANNAIye!!

Unnai thuli endru koorava ....allathu
Perukedukum vellam endrum koorava..

Illai illai !!

En sogathil muthamidum ....
En chella Kuzhanthai nee !!

En uiyre ullavarai 
ennai thodarum vinthai ......KANEER !!!

Penne !!



Un pirapu punithama paavama ?

punithamadi unnai eendravargaluku..

paavamadi - unaku !!

unnai udal endru paarpavargalai - nee manithan endru karuthalagathu ..

rowthiram pazhagu !!

ithai miruga vettai endrey koorungal..

nee udalum ullamum serthaval endru unaruvargala ?

unarthavaney unmaiyana aan !


   பெண்ணே !!


உன் பிறப்பு புனிதம பாவமா ...

புனிதமடி உன்னை ஈன்றவர்களுக்கு ..

பாவமடி - உனக்கு !

உன்னை உடல் என்று பார்பவர்களை - நீ மனிதன் என்று கருதலாகாது ..

ரௌத்திரம்  பழகு !!

இதை மிருக வேட்டை என்றே கூறுங்கள் 

நீ உடலும் உள்ளமும் சேர்ந்தவள் என்று உணருவார்களா ..

உணர்தவானே உண்மையான ஆண் ....